Monday, March 3, 2008

One of Those Nights

Have you ever just had one of those nights when you felt God was trying to tell you something?

My dreams last night were that way. I was young again. Okay, so let’s not laugh too hard! The word that has become probably one of my most unfavoritiest words “WAIT” was what I was doing in my dream. (Pardon the word unfavoritiest as I know that it is a Carol word but it fits so I will take the pleasure of using it when I want.) The longer I waited the longer my face became until my face was stretched way down my body.

So how could that be you ask “a long face?” but remember Pinocchio had a long nose after telling many lies. You ask “what were you waiting for Carol?” Well, I was single and waiting for my man to appear on the scene. And yes, that was part of my life and most likely the very first time I felt the deep need for God’s help in the process of waiting. The waiting obviously was rather long as my face was a pure example of how I was feeling. Most people pretty much can tell my emotions by my expressions. Just the other day as I was waiting for one of my daughters to meet me for lunch a waitress came up to me and said “Lady are you okay?” The expression on my face must have said there was a problem. No problem but I was ready for my ice tea and I needed it real bad. Again I was waiting and the face revealed my impatience.

I have had many things especially over the last few years to wait for and the waiting has been long and hard. I wish I could say my heart and face reflected a peaceful and relaxed wait but I know that it has not always been that way. I just pray I don’t have the face in my dreams and that God will have mercy on me as I struggle now again with the hard word "WAIT".

Are you waiting on anything today!? Well , let’s make an agreement to wait with hope and expectancy for God’s favor and blessing. If you see me and I have a long face give me a goofy grin and remind me of my very unfavoritiest word and that God is never late. The long face I dreamed about last night would have a hard time opening its mouth to pour down ice tea and that would be a most unfavoritiest thing to happen. By the way I just poured two glasses of ice tea in my mouth so I guess today my face is not too long. I pray that continues...

Walking with a Happy Face
Carol